My Suicidal and Homicidal Ideation

Suicidal and homicidal and homicidal ideation are real. What is causing it for me and how am I working with professionals to get better and DO better?

Why I Haven’t Been Blogging for a While

I have been MIA because the “bipolar” got me again and I have been so unmotivated but I hope to get back on my grind with my blogs. I have been doing this for nine years according to WordPress. I haven’t been consistent but we have added that to my list of goals with my social worker.

Today Was Going to be My Last Day

When you’re truly just ready to go. I have to really think about things and be grateful for what I DO have. People around the world don’t have the things I have and I have to acknowledge and appreciate what I do have even when times are hard