These frustrating moments come and go. From financial concerns to womanhood, you just get frustrated at many things and then beat yourself up for being frustrated. It’s a horrible, stupid cycle.
Tag Archives: depression
Hard Days Living with Bipolar Disorder
I haven’t had the best few weeks or maybe even months. Someone told me that tomorrow is Worldwide Bipolar Disorder Day and I don’t think that this post would be appropriate for that day because it’s not a very happy blog. For many years, I have been doing everything to better myself as a person. Continue reading “Hard Days Living with Bipolar Disorder”
Tales from the Psych Ward (Part One)
Back Again Okay, 12 years ago, I had to go to Southern Maryland Hospital for getting extremely triggered by my father and cutting the tendons in my hand. I talked about it a little in The Story of My Mental Illness. Well, I found myself back at the same hospital although it is now Medstar SouthernContinue reading “Tales from the Psych Ward (Part One)”
What’s the big deal? It’s just a shower!
A shower. Water pouring over us, in order to remain clean for society, and ourselves. It takes walking into the bathroom, undressing, turning the water on, waiting till it’s the right temp, making sure there is a clean towel nearby and clean clothes. It then takes stepping into the bathtub/shower, grabbing the body wash, shampoo,Continue reading “What’s the big deal? It’s just a shower!”
Today Is My Birthday (Again)
Well, this is my shortest blog yet. Lost motivation and 8 days later just decided to publish as is. Welcome to Crazy Town!
What Joy Do You Get From Making Fun of Overweight People?
In my previous blogs, I have talked a lot about being the skinny black girl that people constantly reminded that men didn’t want. I was often made fun of for being slim and I actually ate a lot. People felt that I didn’t have the right to exercise at the gym because I was slim.Continue reading “What Joy Do You Get From Making Fun of Overweight People?”
Today Was Supposed to be My Last Day (Part 2)
I almost took all my pills but I didn’t. Here’s why.
Today Was Going to be My Last Day
When you’re truly just ready to go. I have to really think about things and be grateful for what I DO have. People around the world don’t have the things I have and I have to acknowledge and appreciate what I do have even when times are hard
Trying to Figure Out My Rage Regarding this Trial
Maybe writing about this will help me figure out what is wrong with me and why I am so invested in this case.
Issues with Weight
My struggles and frustrations with weight and having to constantly explain everything I have tried to well meaning people.