Today Was Going to be My Last Day

When you’re truly just ready to go. I have to really think about things and be grateful for what I DO have. People around the world don’t have the things I have and I have to acknowledge and appreciate what I do have even when times are hard

How Stranger Things 4 Got to Bipolar Me

****TRIGGER WARNING- SUICIDAL IDEATIONS****
Do not read this if it’s going to do you some harm. Understand that I have bipolar disorder and my thought process is that of a person with a mental illness that sometimes doesn’t want to be here. This is really a depressing and DARK post.

We Walk Among You

We might not let the world know but we walk among you We are your caregivers, your teachers, creators, lovers, entertainers We walk among you We tell you that everything will be okay when our world is falling apart We walk among you We dry your tears and listen to you so that you canContinue reading “We Walk Among You”

My Village

It Has Been a Rough Number of Months One thing I can say is that I have never had to handle all of the things that I have been through alone. I have spoken before of my village and I love them for all the things that they do. Their support comes in many forms.Continue reading “My Village”

Another Altercation with My Daughter

Dealing with your own mental illness while keeping yourself in check during an assault by your own child is something that is very hard to do, especially when you have a history of violence and are filled with rage.

Talked to My Therapist Today….I’m a Hater

I Don’t Lie to Myself or Other People I have seen so many people doing and being what I can’t be and sometimes, I do get jealous. It’s an issue that I have to solve on my own but yeah….I mean, my therapist didn’t call me a hater or anything. I labeled myself that becauseContinue reading “Talked to My Therapist Today….I’m a Hater”